To Wapiti, My Father
By Anne Marie Wells
A colossus from the Gros Ventres – or maybe
the Tetons – you, a giant who reigned now lies
butchered in a metal bowl in the fridge,
next to the hummus and leftover asparagus.
After living years of winter ruts, 700-pound rivals, survival
through what I cannot imagine while hiding in blankets
watching the blizzard through the window. Your pulse
succumbed to a bullet. And I wonder if this was the life
you imagined, no regrets as you vanished
into the great abyss. Was this the life
you dreamed of? Parts of your body – and I don’t know
which parts – raced from predators, mounted the eager,
stood proud, ten-point crown centered upon regal head,
now sit cold in a dog dish throne, blood – and it is dark,
almost black – preserve your bits in its wet, your wet.
You wait to be swallowed by a twelve-year-old mutt
with seven missing teeth – or maybe eight –
hot water turned your corpse into a soup
mixed in with her store-bought kibbles.
Anne Marie Wells (she/her) of Hoback Junction, Wyoming is a queer poet, playwright, and storyteller navigating the world with a chronic illness.